♫ ♪♪A peep into my LIfe .... ♥♥

My Childhood was Full of happiness and Joy since I had the love of my bros , parents and grandma. I was lucky to have 2 brothers and to be the middle one.. As whenever my parents considered any 2 from us... I had the sure place ☺☺........

About life in my childhood days...

As usually people say, “my childhood was pretty good or it was damn paining “etc ... the true fact I have understood is that every child enjoys his childhood , it wiLL not be paining or overjoyous. Even in my case also that was true. But frankly saying I don’t remember much about my childhood .If u want to dig it out from me , u may succeed if you are going to give me some bribe ….

I do remember a fare amount of it . But not my entire childhood!

My father being a lecturer , we were [ ok .. leave my brothers ] I was forced to spend 2-3 hours everyday for my studies .But I really hated it @ that times .. But now I feel really grateful to my parents for having supported and assisted me in my studies .According to my nature , I would have slept all the time I was supposed to study .. But it was their encouragement that I have reached up to this .My only dislike was my parents comparing my talent’s with my Brother’s talent. Simply because I hate comparisons !! I was not brought up as a free bird. It was pretty strict @ home and I studied @ MMRHSS near to my house , so till my 10 th my world was confined to my school and my home .. Maybe I am a little introvert due to this. But it was in my +2 that I was seeing a fare bit of Trivandrum ! I went for doing my +2 @ St.Joseph’s HSS , statue ! I met almost all kinds of people there .I t was actually a true representation of the entire Trivandrum there. Frankly saying I studied how to live in this society during my tenure in these school days. There also, I tried to shed my introvert cult, but failed to do so. Now passed out of the school, I had made a huge list of friends of which some were too close to me.

I got admission to University college of Engg . In comp. science stream. But I thought it will give me a nice experience .I always dreamt a seat in CEt where my brother studied , I too was not back in Intelligence , but openly saying I lacked confidence while writing my CEE . I lost my entire confidence after my first paper as I couldn’t write as much as I expected. It drained my Confidence completely , But I tried hard for the maths paper the very next day , but the fear of losing marks made me do some guess work . Here again I was luckless, since all the Qstns I have guessed right were DELETED :-( . I thought about repeating, but then the person who I admire the most, my physics tuition sir , Unnikurup said that let what happened be past , you need not worry over what u missed today , go and try to attain higher levels . when I told of my dream about CEt , he said that Btech done anywhere makes no difference , only difference " the Job " u maY get ..

But frankly saying I have got many experiences in my college ... But most of them being BITTER memoirs...

My college life in my Next Blog!! …☺